Saturday, November 10, 2007

anger...frustration...and more anger

wat is going on?? why is it happening? why oh! why?! that was my 1st reaction wen i heard abt the bandhs scheduled for monday n tuesday. i just couldnt belive it. i was sooo desperately waiting for my exams to get over n this had to happen! exams r supposed to start on monday n how i hear its a bandh! now god only knows wen they'll start n wen they'll end :(

am really so so so angry. cant believe this polital drama going on. wat do these stupid fuc**ng politicians think of themselves?? they bloody get elected by us, enjoy the frigging luxuries of life by the damn money we pay as tax n then they have the audacity to do this to us?? wat the fu** has ever been achieved by calling a bandh? if i am not mistaken, there have already been over 10 bandhs in 2007 itself. can the so called "sensible" politicians tell me wat has been the outcome? has anything been solved? have any less lives been spared? in fact becoz of these studid bandhs more ppl die, more property is lost n more ppl r inconvenienced.

i really feel that a certain insane woman shud be executed or at least locked up in a mental asylum for the rest of her life! wat rite does she hav to disrupt lives like this? My exams r getting postponed becoz of this drama. mayb coz she's illiterate she thinks no1 else shud get a degree! bloody bitch.

i really donno wat to do or say. wish the youth of the country cud really stand up n protest. this is no way we deserve to be treated. n as long as such ppl lead the country, one can only imagine wat the future is gonna hold. no wonder even after 50 yrs of independence the country hasnt progressed. i was fiercely against brain drain even a few days ago, but now i think i'm all for it. i dont mind living even in a remote village in africa as long as there's order there. no wonder ppl r leaving the country. if this is wat an industry has to face, ppl deserve to remain unemployed n be victims of poverty n malnutrition. n probably thats wat the politicians want so that they can maintain their foothold.

i just dont have anything else to say. pardon the foul language, but i am way too angry n frustrated. this defies logic n reason.

Saturday, November 3, 2007

cool..or cold?

went to this "cool" new school yesterday where i came across a bunch of teenagers who kinda drove me crazy!...no they didnt do or say anything to me, just observing them for a mere half hr made me realise that either i was too old or that kids today r way too grown up for their age....

u wont believe the things i saw n heard...not only were they dressed to 'kill' (well, their shopping bills r surely to kill their parents!), they spoke n gestured in really strange ways. i always thot i had gone to a pretty cool school....in my school guys n gals often made out under the stage or in deserted classrooms....n that i thot was WOW! but that was till yesterday!

this bunch of teenagers that i happened to see were hardly 15 or 16 yrs old. yet they spoke abt alcohol, sex, used the four letter word at will n showed no respect or concern for the teachers around. i remember wen we were kids anything to even remotely do with sex meant helpless bouts of laughter n sampling alcohol was probably the greatest adventure! (ok...mayb we werent the COOLEST!!). but i guess we had the innocence that these kids gravely lacked.

am not judging anyone or saying wats bad n wats good....but i do, on some level, feel bad for these kids. childhood is suppossed to be a time wen u dont have to worry abt anything. as a grown up i do realise now that there are jus way too many problems that i hav to deal with n these werent there wen i was a teenager...i feel bad that the kids of today r exposed to these problems n worries so much before they shud hav. mayb ours was the last generation that actually went out at 4pm everyday n played hopping catching n lock & key with friends. it sad enuf that kids dont do that anymore...n its really sad how fast they're growing up. or it may just be that i'm getting old n really really "uncool"! but frankly, even if thats the case, i dont mind...i atleast was a kid for long!